Hope

Its that time again where I once again, open this webpage and think, my, how long has it been. Since the first wordings I wrote in early Jan, the conflict at work is still not resolved. It is only growing worst with the guns pointing at me more. However, its only a week away before all these becomes history. However, this one week is crucial as it will spark animosity and unhappiness in all. I really don't understand how things turned to the worst. I guess disappointing acts keep repeating itself, causing one to turn. I'm really tired of the situation, and still have to face this day by day.

Nevertheless, hope is just around the corner. The sounds of little tethering feet will soon arrive and the burden of "the" work situation will soon disappear. I'm looking forward to it :D. My baby boy will come, and as per the Chinese believe, an array of good fortunes will come my way. I feel overwhelmed. My first born. My son. I will teach him the ways. Ways of the truth in this world. Ways of being a good person. Not as what his father has witness in this world. I want him to be happy. I want him to be realistic. I want him to know, his parents love him very much, and that in this world, there are times where there will not be a rainbow of smiles greeting him after a storm. I want him to be strong and brave. I want him strive in this world, and touch those with his presence in the future. He will be my legacy before I perish, and he will be my son.

I hope that in the future when he's old enough to discover his old man's blog, that he give a thought that his old man has thought about him every second, even before his even born. Son, if your reading this, remember that dad will always be there for you and we (your mom and I) love you very much. Be a good person. Nothing is more important than having a heart of gold. The world may treat you differently, but as long you know that deep inside you have done good, you have made us proud.

You currently are in your mom's womb, and have been very strong. I can sense that, and I believe you will be a strong person in this world in the future. Follow your heart in what's right and condone the bad. Remember, we reap what we sew. For now, mom and dad will be waiting to see your smiles and protect you as you grow. So my son....

加油......生活好....爸妈在等你。

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Message from Life of a Normal Guy：

Be brave little one and live life to the fullest~

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